Why humans can be so bad .....

I finished my oncall today, and had gone out to get mobile case and scratch gruad for my new cell. When me and anirudha left home we were hungry. So while coming returning home we stopped to have "pani-puri".

So as a habbit, i start a normal chat with pani-puri wale bhaiyya . I am sorry, i forgot to ask his name :(. Its true when you talk to someone about their problem, they must waiting for someone with whom they can share there problem, that time doesnt matter who you are.

Same thing happened today.... You wont believe but these all pani-puri wala's in bangalore pay 5-10 bucks to police everyday for nothing or i can say a rent of a place where they stand for more than half day. I feel so bad about him. it looks so cheap. I dont understand what might be these police getting by earning 5-10 bucks from these poor people. City like bangalore, people are always ready to grab money from you pocket. what about these poor people. I am really feeling very bad :(.

They are 4 persons, all from UP and all came in search of job. As everyone aware of poverty in UP, Bihar states. These guys do visits to other states in search of jobs to earn bread and butter. You know one good thing about these guys is that they are hard workers. get ready to do any kind of work. That is what they do everyday, getting up early in the morning, prepare everything, come to sell it to crowdy area, stand there till 10-11, reach home by 12 with the stuff to prepare next days pani-puri. I wonder when do they have there bf, lunch, dinner ?

To start preparating pani-puri they have to wake up very early in the morning by 4. it take more than 6-7 hours just to prepare that tasty pani-puri's. I surprised when he said he sleeps only for 4 hours a day. there are people those who struggle for whole day and we still bargain with them to save few bucks :(.

Anyway we cant help it, but yes we can do one thing, talk with them freely without keeping any barrier of richness. :). Who knows they can be rich tomorrow. I feel luck works with hardwork and they are real hard workers.

You know god has given everyone a power to find there happiness.

I heard this sher today in Zee cine awards by Firoz Khan....
" na dosti na mohabbat rukti hai kisike liye....
waqt ke sath sath chalta rahe yahi behatar hai aadmi ke liye...... "

when there is nothing to say..... keep quite.

I dont know what happens to me when somebody does something against my expectations. I cant control my emotions and blast on the person, i know its very bad habbit but dont know what to do to get rid out of it.

I know only one person can help me in this ...... shampa, love of my life. Don't know what god has given to her, she always look at the other side of the problem. We always had a fight cause of this but she never changed or took me wrong, again by looking at the other side of problem.

If i really want to learn something from life that is positiveness. Thanks shampa for being my love, my life.

Visit to ISKCON temple - Bangalore.

We had plan to visit ISKCON temple on saturday but somehow we missed it as we were roaming and enquiring about my new mobile, Sony Ericsson's P1i. Luckly I got it yesterday and its really Kooooool...... :)

So ISKCON, The International Society for Krishna Consciousness (ISKCON) is the religious organization for devotees of Krishna. As far as i know there priciple matra is,

"Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna, Krishna, Hare, Hare, Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama, Rama, Hare, Hare."

where Krishna means "The All-Attractive", Hare addresses the energy of god and Rama means "The Greatest Pleasure" - This is what i read on there site.

I have never been to any ISKCON temple before so this was a good experiance for me. It was looking typical south indian temple from outside so felt it would be the same like other temples but when we entered into main area temple i amazed by huge dome over the temple and a small golden temple covering lord Krishna-Radha and Brother Sudama.

There was two entries to go in, general entry which is free and open to all and special darshan which cost 150 bucks in which they you can have close darshan. We choosed special darshan as they promised to give us a 50Rs back as a coupen which we can use to buy books or cd's and also a Prasadam which we found really good later. So next time when i visit, will surely take special darshan just for a Prasadam.

To reach to main temple, you have to step up around 150-200 steps. There is a open area exactly around the main temple from where you can see almost 1/4 of bangalore and it was evening 6-6.30 when we reach there. One thing i dont like that they dont allow anyone to carry camera's :( so wont able to catch a single pic.

We have got free passes of personality development programs which suppose to be happen on next saturday. Hope I would be able to attend that as I am oncall next week for 2 days.... :(